Quote ="hfc herts"I have to say that I took the decision not to go today. Costs me a fortune every game. I got shot down in flames for this decision last week when I put my ticket up for sale.
My reasons were simple. It costs a minimum of £80 for me to get to the KC alone. I can't see the next victory. I love my club, I don't see many in B&W shirts who have the same desire. I am a moody g1t whenever we lose. I am worse when we lose to Rovers. That in turn leads me to causing my wife and kids grief.
Today I watched on TV and expected a defeat ( a touch or realism after 32 years of watching) and you know what I am calm and relaxed about the whole thing. My feelings towards this set of players and coaches has not changed, but they won't be here much longer. I on the other hand will be and I won't have kids who hate me and I will still have a wife who loves me.
Its not life or death but it means so much. To see those who we expect to deliver being so poor really does get to the passionate fan in a way that can not be explained to the " its only a game ffs " gang.'"
Great post that